notes from the peanut gallery
my life as a husband, father, writer and businessman
Monday, September 30, 2002
 say that I’ve got to do what I’ve got to do, regardless of my personal feelings. To keep up a professional mien. To not take it personally. I understand all of that, of course.
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<br />But it still makes me feel sick.
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